Wishes...

When the candles are blown,
wishes are flown,
high and away to the sky,
on hope as wings to rely,
and answers are yet to be known.

.. letztes Jahr habe ich alle meine Wünsche an dir verbraucht,
und heute immer noch .... 
God, protect me from what i want ...

The Ides of March .. (Why I love dogs...)

Thought i'd watch Mr. Clooney,
give my eyes sweet-treat like honey,
but i walked out the movie,
feeling not really  groovy,
an insight was right on the money.

That at the end of the day,
i had to listen to myself when i say,
it's all about individual interests,
friendship - loyalty - whatever you think dearest,
matter naught when interests come to play.

Well, Ryan Gosling was the real feast for the eyes there :))

There's hardly friendship (with human, anyway) just for the sake of it 
without personal interests. 
For human, without  personal interest  being served - everything is  disposable.
Human is just that egoistical inglorious bast****.


Das mir mein Hund das Liebste sei, 
sagst du oh Mensch sei Sünde. 
Mein Hund ist mir im Sturme treu, 
der Mensch nichtmal im Winde.
(That my dog is the dearest to me,
you say oh human, is sin.
My dog stays faithfuly in the storm,
men not even in the wind.
-Franz von Assisi-

Adapt ...

Life is all about adapting,
at times it could be suffocating,
think darwin knew it,
and warned us with his evolution bit,
so one had better ready fighting..

... or vanish!

how would you adapt to a loosing battle?

(Idiopatische) Thrombozytopenie ...

It could happen out of the blue,
for why - no one has a clue,
so your antibody just turned bitchy,
they'd make your thrombozyte so twitchy,
that to your body they'd say adieu ...

So you'd be left with too few,
not enough to come for your rescue,
for minor bleeding could turn nasty,
and your skin would be spotty,
untill your body can make some new.


... health is a bless and luxury taken for granted ...

I want a magic translator ...

Sometimes words that were said,
don't have the meaning as they were read,
often only time would reveal their true meaning,
and you are left wondering and waiting,
don't you wish for a magic translator instead.

...  whatever happened to the honour of words ...

Thou, silly heart ...

Why don't you stop repining,
know the cloud has a silver lining,
all the miles you have shared,
you've walked and you've cared,
come to rest and enjoy the morning!

Do you know what it means to care?

An einem seidenen Faden ...

Wie an einem seidenen Faden,
hängt meine Kraft in diesen Stunden,
aufgeben will ich noch immer nicht,
doch jetzt im Dunkel sehe ich kein Licht,
keine Zeichen von Freuden oder Leiden.

"Nie aufzugeben ist eine Sache - eine andere ist zu wissen, wann man aufgeben muss."
-- not ready to give up, just tired of giving... ich bin auch nur ein Mensch :P --

Christmas Gift ...

Before we are going AFK,

Wolfie and I have something to say:
Hope you all have a merry christmas,
that your joy shall be enormous,
and may the coming new year blow you away.

Merry Christmas and Happy 2011 !!

God bless :)

PS: get your christmas gift decoded !!!

I hope you like it :)

When Harry got hairy ...

Once there was a cute little boy,
his appearance brought a great joy,
many people were excited and waiting,
when the next books or movies were coming,
where the boy spelled his charms to enjoy.

So many years have gone now,
it is amazing to see how,
the magical boy who was quite cute,
has grown out of his playsuit,
looking quite wicked now when he knits his brows.



.. and how he gets so hairy !! lol
aaaahhhhh ... cant wait for the last movie !!
Daniel Radcliffe ... :) ~

Want to get wimpy ...

What's left from sleepless nights,
when i had exam frights,
is that at nights i cannot easily sleep,
even after counting sheep,
untill it's early morning with twilights.

So a friend of mine who,
cant sleep at nights too,
said sleeping is for wimp,
who would easily walk with limp,
and loves to wear tutu.

 
... ok ..ok .. he only said sleeping is for wimps .. :D
but sleeping is soooooo goooood i want to get wimpy!!

Ich will ...

Ich will Vergänglichkeit anhalten
lass die schöne Zeit erhalten
Ich will, dass es so bleibt- wie
es war und menschen ändern sich nie
so wünsch ich mir- dich zu behalten

... schön wärs ...

Exam ad nauseam ...

Things I hate about learning for exam,
one is having my brain works ad nauseam,
two is having no fun for less sleep,
three: everything turns to temptations that sweetly sweep,
four: all in mind just mixed and crazily swam.

 
 if thou be willing, remove this cup from me: and why cannot my will be ever done?

Arts from the magical world ...

So there were people who,
were born different from me and you,

others thought they were pretty swirled,
but the arts they made were out of this world,
that even Wolfie got blown away too.

 

from the exhibition "Weltenwandler" - the art of the outsider ...

Schirn Kunsthalle

Someday Venice ...

My friend Jenny used to say,
being alone in the most romantic city is a "no way",
and that a gondola ride should be for two,
strolling  through the city should be too,
unless you love to snuggle lamppost along the way.

Today I would say,
send me to Venice alone any day,
I'd be happy to stroll through the city,
even only to hold hands with Wolfie,
and gondola for six is cheaper to pay.

... i think gondola ride is overrated anyway ...
but someday in Venice... you'll see me and Wolfie!

Life and flexibility ...

Life wants you to learn to be smart,
and master some certain kinds of art,
like the art of flexibility,
to deal with instability,
as people can have a change of heart.


'Blessed are the hearts that can bend, they shall never be broken.'
- Albert Camus -

Those karaoke nights ...

 

Sometimes I feel
Like I am drunk behind the wheel
The wheel of possibility
However it may roll
.......... 

So once there were us four,
together there was never bore,
friday nights were our times to feast,
we sang and laughed till the day ceased,
thought those times would live for evermore.

But life has its own ways,
with more flavours than there were in parfaits,
I think of you all today and those nights,
that ended up with karaoke highlights,
when this song was played and we did hoorays.

A,N & R .. how i miss you all and  our karaoke nights...
Promise I won't choose lame songs if we would do it again

The Chicken's Phobia...

Standing at a crossroad,

lost in thoughts and try to forebode:

would I trust my senses?

would I embrace the consequences?

could I walk till the end unbowed?

... just dont go to Colonel Sanders, you poor Chicken ...

The leftovers of times ...

Clocks can only capture very few,
from the times that disappeared like a dew,
they can't capture the state of twilight,
nor the hindsight of grief and delight,
those are the leftovers of every second that flew.

That one damn piece of the jigsaw puzzle ...

Once there was a saying,
that a soul is about pieces of puzzles assembling.
And if you missed one piece,
you wouldn't be at peace,
until you'd  found that piece missing.

So searching and searching you would be,
maybe you'd even go oversea,
for that one damn piece,
your soul couldn't afford to miss,
'cause it made you restless just like me.

A dream is just a dream ...

Once there was a very good dream,
when i had it - you'd see me beam.
But all things just had to pass,
and i could only say: alas!
Oh mind, couldn't you just stop to swim.

And it felt like things were going downhill,
oh heart, couldn't you just be still.
They said you could not,
really loose what you had not,
Please heart, couldn't you just chill.